I defenetly am tired of relationships now...
No matter how short they are..
It still effects me..

Since 6th grade this has been happening..
My longest relationship I have to say was 4 weeks..
And that was only because she lived in Seattle..
and we only got to see eachother once a weekend..

I have probloly have had 15 or more girlfriends..
I guess I can't see the fact..
That Ill never have a long relationship or commited till im probloly 20..

Im young yes and I shouldn't stress over it..
But a girlfriend is important to me..
theres just something about girls that I like so much..


Its not lust..
Its all about personality..





This Jornal Entry is about me
I didnt write it just cause of one girl

I guess I just wana say im done
till I relize theres a girl that actualy loves me and enjoys me alot




Im just done...





Joshua Flynn.